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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

grrRrRRrr

My dad and I had an argument. Sobr5ang sama nang loob kio sa kanya as in. Madaming mga bagay ang hindi niya maintindihan. Andami niyang sinabi na dapat peo mahirap tanggapin. Hindi ako nakapagpigil. Ngayon lang ako nagkaguts na sumbatan siya. Ansama nang loob ko as in parang hindi niya maintindihan kung bakit ganito ako. Ang hirap. Sobrang sama nang loob ko. :(

xx signed off at 8:13 PM

Thursday, December 18, 2008

last resort

Ate Valerie of oh-angel.nu said that she'd be changing our host but since then I haven't heard of her. Gosh, I really miss my Dollie Site. I really want to blog and blog there all my daily rants.Haaaayy so bored with this blogspot thingie but I have no choice but to write everything here. I don't want my friends nor my family to read everything I write in my freaking blog so I have to settle for less effort..GrrRrr.. I miss wordpress so much. I've been trying to recover my PrettyEm several weeks ago but still, the same notifications fall. I hate 000webhost!It really sucks I wish I could have just bought that freaking babycakez.net. Love it really. But since my Paypal account was hacked, things are so busted over my online life. It seems like hell. lol. I have to go now. Eyes are roaming around me. To hell with them!tata

Labels: ASAR, boredom, despicable, good and bad, hell yea..', it has to be me..its me absolutely.., randomness, wtf, yhey me

xx signed off at 12:20 AM

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

kahindikhindik scandal!

kahindikhindik scandal!
Originally uploaded by b.ratinella

yak!

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

♥Heyeah!♥

I'm going in our tambayan na. Wala naman akong magawa. Daily rants? teka kahapon.
♥ Naglibot
♥ Cuddled
♥ Played
♥ Enjoyed.
♥ Happy!

Ayan na masya na?hahahaha.. Dun sa umabot sa pagpunta sa isa kong site.. Swerte andun ang updates ko talaga..

Labels: boredom, dailies, dakilang tambay

xx signed off at 10:08 AM

Sunday, March 9, 2008

♥natatamad♥

Natatamad na ko sa site na ito wala na kong masabi sobrang nageenjoy ako sa Wordpress. Miss ko nanaman ang mga nakilala ko sa blog.. Pwedeng bumati? Nyahahahaha.. Thank you sa mga hanggang ngayon punta parin nang punta dito sa site na to. Sa mga nagcomments sa lahat!Kahit walang sense minsan yung sinasabi ko nakakatuwa kayo!hahahaha.. I love you guys. Gagawin ko nalang tong pang dailies ko para naman hindi kayo masyadong mabored. Boring pa rin yata yun? hahahaha neweiz I miss you!Bloghop muna ko..

Labels: dailies, hell yea..', OMG, randomness, thank you, wtf, yhey me

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Thursday, March 6, 2008

♥Wala ako sa mood♥

Nagshopping ako ngayon after class. Kasama sila Noel. Wala akong masabi na madami basta. eto mga binili ko. Bukas na mga pix.
♥ 3 books
♥ pink dress
♥ hello kitty perfume dispenser
♥ hello kitty flip flops
♥ footwear
♥ Hair straightening iron
♥ Nail polish
♥ RPG palystaion CD game

Ayun lang! Visit din kayo sa isa kong site ha? See you there!

Labels: dailies, FRIENDLY FRIENDS, it has to be me..its me absolutely.., randomness, shopattack, yhey me

xx signed off at 7:52 PM

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

♥Update♥

I haven't been online for two days tinamad lang talaga ako. here are some things that I've been busy doing,

♥ Nakipagaway sa classmate.
♥ Nagbilliards
♥ Studied
♥ Watched Teleseryes
♥ Nanood nang inuman
♥ naglibot
♥ Nagtextnet
♥ Nagtelebabad last night with someone I really don't know.
♥ Nakipagkulitan at marami pa!hahahaha.. Sa mga friends ko na nagvivisit dito, Visit my other site buburahin ako rin to after 5 days so punta na kayo.. hahaha.. samantalahin niyo na ayoko kasi makita siya nang family and friends ko real thoughts yun eh.. ♥CLOSED♥

Labels: dailies, dakilang tambay, FRIENDLY FRIENDS, hell yea..', it has to be me..its me absolutely.., randomness

xx signed off at 11:45 AM

Sunday, March 2, 2008

whew!

Yes you are damn right!I didn't blog yesterday!But in some points you are wrong xe nagblog talaga ko!I'm not telling you guys where!hahahaha.. Miss ko naman bigla yung site ko na to!Naloka ko sa bahay nakakainip nsas Pantabangan sila mommy ngayon eh!I didn't join them ayoko nang trip nila noh!Naiwan si Nanay at si Thea sa bahay..Nanood nga pala ko nang "Manny Pacquiao the Movie" hahahaha.. Tawa ko nang tawa kay Jericho Rosales!Natuwa ako sa accent niya sobrang nakakatuwa!Sa totoo lang di ko naintindihan ang story, ginagaya ko lang yung mga salita nila!Nakakatuwa parang si Corazon sa Marimar!Ayan kabaduyan na!Ayoko na pagusapan!Hahahaha.. Ngayon yung time na parang wala yata talaga ko magawa..Nakatulog ako kagabi 7 pm tapos nagizing ako 12 am, di na ko nakatulog until 5am naloka ko sa mga napanood kong movies, "Iliad", and mind this "Bitwing walang ningning" si Sharon, hahahaha.. My all time favorite movie sobrang iyak naman ako naalala ko tuloy nung mapanood ko yung "One more chance"! Naubos ko talaga yung isang roll nang tissue!Sige tumawa ka lang diyan!Madrama talaga sobra!As IN amp!

Labels: dailies, movies, randomness, up late, wtf

xx signed off at 1:35 PM

Friday, February 29, 2008

Quick post

Dymenorrhea!A pain! ampf!Nakakainis!Happy ako ngayon may nalaman ako na property na binebenta talaga na gusto kong bilin if only my parents would approve to it! Sana lang pumayag sila I'm waiting for this to happen in my whole life. Makapagpundar nung matatawag ko na akin talaga nakakatuwang isipin na sa age ko na to narerealize ko na ang dapat at hindi dapat para ba kong nagborn again!Uy may comment sakin si Ate Jhayelle!hahaha share ko lang!

xx signed off at 6:35 PM

Thursday, February 28, 2008

♥HELL DAY♥

I'm so tired. Naiinis nga ako at sobrang dali nang quiz namin tapos I just got 16 out of 20 nakakainis ba yung feeling na alam na alam mo na yung sagot pero at the end mali pala yung alam mo. Anyways, madami naman ako natutunan ngayon. Hindi rin ako ganon ka-busy. Pero parang ang galing galing ko ngayon. Naramdaman niyo na ba yung paglabas mo nang bahay mo parang ang ganda ganda nang paligid mo samantalang ilang beses ka na dumadaan don. Weird nga eh parang lahat ang ganda ganda. Siguro maganda lang talaga yung gising ko. Nakakatuwa na medyo may pagkaweirdo hano? Sira nanaman kaya tong blogger na to?!Amp enjoy naman ako bigla sa wordpress. Wala pa nga lang nakakaalam nang site ko dun at wala akong balak paalam sa mga offline friends ko. That site is my get away so leave that site alone!hahahaha..bawal sa inyo yun!Dito nalang kayo!hahaha..gabi na pala,pagtingin ko sa labas parang uulan lang di ko namalayan yung oras!Ampf!Start na ko sa low carbo ko ngayon hirap nga lang pero I have to!Buset na diet ginugutom ako!

Labels: dailies, DIET, HAPPY DAY, hell yea..', it has to be me..its me absolutely..

xx signed off at 7:20 PM

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Have heart

Hay nako sobrang boring!Nagsasawa na ko dito sa babycakes.uni.cc ko na to. Parang tanga nalang siya ngayon wala na ko masabi gaano.natatamad na talaga ko. galing ako sa free hosting ngayon lang and posted some threads and replies. Naiinip ako. Inaaya ako nila Mark umattend sa Baguio for sure hindi rin naman ako papayagan bakit pa ko magpapakapagod diba? Sira yata yung blogger nakakainis ayoko na talaga dito nakakainis na talaga amp!Out muna ko ha? wala talaga ko makwento. Miss ko si ate Jhayelle musta na kaya siya?ampf!

Labels: boredom, dailies

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Nakakatakot!

I haven't seen Hyacinth today and I really badly need her help. I was wondering if she could come with me. (some place that I think I should not tell you about I have so many things in mind. Ay nga pala I have found a link which you could register a domain for free!Oo tama free nga talaga promise!I heard it from a friend. try here no payments just posting and creating a new threads. Share ko lang!hehehe..Lapit na mataposs yung subdomain ko..I'll tell you when it's finished thanks to Leezah.

Labels: dailies, FRIENDLY FRIENDS, hell yea..', OMG, randomness, yhey me

xx signed off at 10:26 AM

Monday, February 25, 2008

♥HolidAe♥

It's the anniversary of Edsa Revolution.I'm not actually into it. Ayoko na magpakaplastic pa ayoko talaga kay Arroyo. Ayoko din siya pagusapan ngayon dahil naloloka na ko sa gusto kong gawin sa subdomain ko. Nakakainis nahihiya na tuloy ako kay Lheezha. Andami ko talaga questions. Kung bakit ba naman kasi andami kong kahihiligan blogging pa diba? Masaya naman ako. Anyways may kalokohan akong ginawa kahapon. Nagaral naman ako pero maloko pa rin hehehehe.. Kasama ko yung bestfriend ko kahapon medyo personal kaya hindi ko masasabi sa inyo lahat pero may thrill talaga nang sobra.. Nakakatawa!Ansarap!hahahaha.. Masaya.. Pero hindi naman masyadong masama hindi naman kami nangaadik sa kung anong bagay basta hirap explain. Nakakatawa lang talaga nang sobra. If only I could tell you. May pinaparesearch din siya sakin kailangan daw niya yun. Gagawin ko muna baka magloka lokahan nanaman yun dumulas bigla yung dila hehehehe..

Labels: boredom, dakilang tambay, despicable, FRIENDLY FRIENDS, FTP, OMG, randomness, wtf

xx signed off at 3:42 PM

Sunday, February 24, 2008

One Sunday Morning

I haven't eaten anything since I woke up. I just don't feel like eating pa eh. Naiinis ako parang walang buhay yung araw ko ngayon parang wala nang mangyayaring kakaiba ngayom. Weird though!Haaaaay I have nothing to say today..tamad na tamad ako talaga Im just waiting for Liza to email me. Tamad talaga..Out muna la na talaga ko masabi eh!

Labels: boredom, dailies

xx signed off at 1:36 PM

Saturday, February 23, 2008

I'm so hungry

I just finished editing the my subdomain. Hirap grabe newbie lang kasi ko sa WP actually medyo ilang weeks na rin sya nasakin pero I dunno where to start. Finally natutunan ko na rin nang konti konti ang FTP. Thanks to Lheeza. I'm still googling about deep links gusto ko matuto step by step. To be sure nag ask na rin ako kay kay Lheeza. I've been blog hopping for the last 4 hours. Hindi ko pa masyadong makuha nang mabuti pero pasasaan ba at masasabi ko rin na, "Who's your Mommy now?!" ♥laughs♥ Kanina ko pa nararamdaman ang gutom pero hindi ko na pinapansin. Plus factor din yun nang pumayat naman ako hahahah! Minsan kasi nadedepress ako dahil nga iba na ang figure ko ngayon kumpara dati..

♥This is me before. I'm always forced to join beauty contest. hehehehe.. (totoo ayoko talaga promise boyish ako dati) That picture was taken back in Highschool pa. I'm the title holder of Bb. Palaro (Wesleyan).I also joined Campus Crush without my mom knowing about it. Ganito kasi yun, I'm not attending my classes back then dahil nga super gala ako. Then, my adviser said that she would not tell my mom about my activities if I'll join the contest. So I dealt with her. hehehe..Pero when I was in college na, my mom saw the certificate that was given during the said event and she was like, "Anak kelan to?Bakit parang hindi ko alam tp? Kita mo nga nung payat ka ang dami mo nasasalihan na ganyan. It will help you improve your personality." And believe me or not I was hell puzzled about what she said. I mean ayaw naman niya talaga ko sumasali sa mga ganun when I was a bit "SEXY" hahahaha.. But when I gained a lot of weight eto siya parang ewan. Moving on, this is my current picture..↓

Para kong tanga!hahahah.. I was inHongkong in that photo. Super taba ko na para bang feeling ko mafla-flat yung Limousine nakakaloka talaga. Tapos napaka heavy pa nang mga kinakain namin dun..Last week hindi na sana ko ko magka-carbo but I was almost rushed to the hospital dahil muntik na mahimatay kakadiet na katarantaduhan! I'll be trying after six plus cracker and water option. Diba diba good good yung idea ko?hahahaha.. It's better kung ma-a-attain ko ulit ang (34-25-36) body figure ko naloka ka nuh?hahaha..ako man gutom lang to!hahahaha♥

Labels: DIET, FTP, I'm xo gaga..hahaha.., yhey me

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Friday, February 22, 2008

♥MY 50th POST♥

It's been a long nasty day! After class, me and my friends went to our tambayan. Played poker as always. Got so many things to tell. My friend Hyacinth and I took a lot of pictures. Here's my outfit of the day. Medyo hindi lang mapagtanto kung ano ang background hehehe..

Medyo pabaliktad kasi kinuha.. (I'm in a rush!)

Then here's our Koreana ka? look!

It's funny how we pronounce it. It catches attention hahaha.. We've done some kalokohan by the

way!That's for you to know and for me to find out! Tuwa nga kami coz we planned talaga to wear jacket today because of the sudden cold temperature yesterday!Nung nagjacket kami saksakan nang init!Pinanindigan na namin!hahahaha..I only edited this entry anyway.. As the title goes, this is my 50th post. I knew that last night but I was busy googling for some things. I learned all about Paypal and more if you want the tagalog instructions here it is (click). I also found the HTML for comments, I forgot the site but thank you very much. The template that I got from xmasbell has no comment bar so I looked for it pa. After the bloody thingie, I lokked after the tag cloud's HTML. But then I'm confused so I didn't try it na!Improving sites are so enjoyable. Errors may appear and before editing your site's templates,skins, themes or whatever you call them, you MUST save a back up. It helps a lot when you're a nookie. Hope I helped you!♥

Labels: dailies, dakilang tambay, FRIENDLY FRIENDS, I'm xo gaga..hahaha.., it has to be me..its me absolutely..

xx signed off at 7:32 PM

Thursday, February 21, 2008

♥ampf!♥

naiinis na ko sa biset na blogger na to. I want to switch to another blogsite. Naiinis talaga ko kakaedit nang kung ano ano!Ampf!Asar na talaga hindi muh malaman kung ano ang ano at sino ang ano!naiinis na talaga ko!Babasagin ko tong computer na to eh!ampf!ANOTHER QUICK POST!

Labels: ASAR, dailies, wtf

xx signed off at 7:33 PM

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

♥another quick post♥

I saw AILEEN'S blogsite ,
here it is para di ko na kailangan i-explain lahat.

Copied:

I don’t know where to start.hahaha.. Let me begin with sorry? For all the things.. This maybe awkward pero sorry. I saw your blogsite this morning and ate valerie, claire and ate jhayelle did a well done job..(you as well..) anyway I read something na you want to add applications into your blog. You must google through the net to find more of it. There you can find ways to promote your blog (RSS thing..) sitemeters and the widget that people can contact you through your mobile phone without them knowing your number. Blogging changes lives. It changed mine a lot. By the way Change the header of your site from YOUR♥SITE♥com to pinksushi♥labyu♥net. I dunno about the worpress thingie but i think you know that already. I'm not really knowledgeable with WP. By the way add a tag board. It can be clickable or not. Adds more enthusiasm in your site..Happy blogging! Link exchange? http://babycakez.uni.cc (I know what your thinkin’,I’m really over him but not with the name..hahaha
♥END♥

20th ngayon. di ko sasabihin kung ano meron.I'm so happy except for the fact na my mom's still mad at me.. Sorry na kasi ampf! Di ako makakapagbloghop today sobra talaga siguro excited!Buhbye.. Tweet tweet nalang thru mobile!bye

Teka: HINDI AKO BROKEN ♥-ed ha?hahahaha pahabol lang!

Labels: dailies, it has to be me..its me absolutely.., randomness

xx signed off at 10:13 AM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

♥QuickiE♥

Huli nanaman ako sa kalokohan ko ni Mommy. Hirap magpakatino ampf! Di ako nakapagupdate kahapon. Madaming nangyari sakin kahapon. Naexplain ko na siguro yung side ko kay Kae. Di ko lang alam kung nakinig siya. Nagkausap na din kami ni Aivin ok na lahat. Sana. Sa mommy ko naman ngayon. Kami naman ang medyo di pagkakaintindihan. Sana maging ok nang ang lahat. Blanko ako kagabi. Talaga andami ko talaga iniisip. Hindi nga ako halos nakatulog eh. Ganun na nga. Medyo badtrip. Yun lang kaya ko i-ashare ngayon. Wala sa mood.

Labels: dailies, dakilang tambay, despicable, good and bad, OMG

xx signed off at 1:55 PM

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Process of healing

I couldn’t explain how I feel today. At one point I was crying and later on I’m mad. As I watch SOP I was really crying because of the goodbye songs. But then I realized what will happen next? Natural healing is covering me up right now. A friend of mine is asking me to join the get together drinking sessions but I refused to. I wanted to go to the church and pray. I want to ask Him what step should I do next.

I was in the bathroom this morning taking a bath. Kasi, whenever I take a bath I want some music to soothe my mind and body. Then, suddenly the song “PANGAKO” played and I was like, “Malas niya lang!” then I laughed. The funny thing was I was beginning to talk to myself. Is it a bad sign? Then when I saw his picture I was like, “O sige do it your thang and I’ll do it mine. You don’t have to say anything! Wag mo kong nginingitian diyan baka sampingilin kita! I’m done with you man!” Pero the truth is I’m still in the process of hurting at the same time healing.

To him:

It’s over dude! Nice life heading! God bless you! I may have a broken ♥ but it’ll be whole again give me one hour or two. I’ll be fine. Sure deal, good luck for your womanizing stunts! tata!☺

Labels: hell yea..', I'm xo gaga..hahaha.., relationship, sad sad sad.., wtf, yhey me

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

spoiled brat daw?

I'm so done with things. Hindi ako matutong makalimot. I wanted to do a favor for myself today pero parang walang buhay. I'm soooo ewan..hehehe.. I miss someone already. But I have to get a grip. Badtrip xe eh. Anyways, as I've said, I wanna be left alone for quite a while. Kung bakit naman kasi sabay sabay pa dumadating ang badtrip sa buhay. I don't wanna pretend that I'm so ok. I don't wanna pretend that everything will turn out good (for now). I wanna swim. Siguro yun ang get away ko pag sobrang hirap na kong intindihin yung conflicts sa life ko. A friend once told me, "kilala kita!Alam kong di ka mabubuhay nang walang boyfriend. Ang hirap kasi sayo inaasa mo sa ibang tao yung happiness mo." Today, parang I think she's right. I must go on with my life ALONE! Iba na kasi ngayon. I'm already twenty. Ayoko nang ibalik pa kung ano man yung nangyari sakin before. Nahihirapan kasi kong i-accept na may mga bagay bagay na gusto ko pero hindi ko makuha nang buong-buo. CONTENTMENT. An ex-boyfriend taught me all about it. Pero nakalimutan ko na yata ang ibigsabihin noon. I over-reacted when I said, "I AM STRONG LIKE WONDER WOMAN." I was head over heels wrong. Eto nanaman ako. Whenever I feel alone parang gusto ko nanamang magpakalango. Pero iniisip ko din ano naman ang mangyayari sakin kung ganun ang gagawin ko? I went out of the house para makapag isip isip. Siguro pagkakaabalahan ko ngayon yung pag gawa nang manuscript ko. Totoo lang lungkot na lungkot ako. Ayoko sa lahat yung ganitong feeling. Siguro napuno nalang ako sa mga bagay bagay. Marami na rin kasing hindi tama. Siguro din yun yung pinakadahilan ko. Parang iba. Basta hindi ko ma-explain. Hindi naman kami super sweet pero suya!ampf!Marami talagang mysteries. Duda ko nito matatagalan talaga bago ko masabi na, "This is it!" Andami kong depressions. So many needs. So many demands. Hindi ko makuha lahat. Totoo kayang spoiled brat ako? Parang hindi naman. Sure my parents gave me all my needs may plus pa nga eh pero reason na ba yun para tawagin akong spoiled brat? I want to be appreciated. Basta hirap explain lahat lahat nang ganun ganun lang basta may kulang. Life's a mess!Life's a bitch!Life sucks and so as me!ampf!

Labels: REALITY, relationship, wtf

xx signed off at 1:51 PM

Friday, February 15, 2008

♥The good and the bad news♥

♣ The Bad news ♣
No one ever warned me how convoluted love can be. Love is a mess. It hurts a lot. But as Tupac said, Life goes on. A friend asked me what complicates it, I answered,

♥ He seldom listens with what’s inside me that anytime can burst.

♥ Unaffectionate.

♥ He can not give his 101% cooperation for our knot.

♥ If he’s mad with someone, (with ^& *%$@! ♣, specifically) he’s mad at me also.

♥ If he’s drunk, he can be compared to a crazy dog!

♥ Irrespective.

♥ Only thinks of himself.

♥ Etcetera, etcetera, etceteras.

I wonder how I in the hell did I ever utter those words. Maybe because I’m so fed up with things. I guess everything will come back to normal. I don’t want to rush things. I’ll walk to the path of natural healing. I’ll have fun with friends. I’ll study hard as always. I’ll buy lots of books to make myself busy and I’ll sing the “CURE SONG”. For all you know, there’s this song that always make me feel tough whenever I sing it. It’s Britney Spears’ song entitled “stronger”. It’s so damn effective. Promise. I may cry at night but with God with me, everything seems so simple. Everything seems so right. Guys may come and go. As I’ve said, in a relationship it’s always trial and error. I’ll be OK!

♣ The Good news. ♣

Mom went home from Japan. She bought me a Hello Kitty Stuffed toy. (view) I so love it. When we were in Hong Kong she bought me a Minnie Mouse Stuffed toy also. (view) SssoOo cute as in! She’s here na. Complete home. I missed her so much! Ampf!

Labels: good and bad, sad sad sad..

xx signed off at 11:34 PM

♥○•LONG ROAD•○♥

I woke up early today around 10:45 AM. Sobrang antok ako to the max na parang hirap na hirap akong bumangon. Sandamakmak namang text messages ang natanggap ko. Pagtingin ko sa phone ko I was like, "OMG,WTF!" Siyempre minsan may imporatanteng text messages sakin so binasa ko kahit nakapikit pa yung isa kong mata. Si Hyacinth. May sinasabi siya sa text pero di ko agad naintindihan. Then natulog ulit ako. After an hour may text message nanaman, si Liza. Sabi niya,"Bhez dito ko sa Jupiter sinundo ko si Hya." WTF?! Si Hya?!hahaha.. Then it hit me.. Oo nga naman pala wala nga palang matulugan si Hya kagabi.hehehehe.. Nagaway kami ni NOel eh. Badtrip kasi pinagiisipan nang hindi maganda si Liza. AMpf! Galing kami ngayon sa Brgy. Militar. Kela Hyacinth.. Ang kulit namin sa jeep super tawanan papunta at pabalik!Tuwa talaga ko nang sobra. Eto ko ngayon naiinip hehehehe..Wala na kong masabi. Ngayon pala dating nila Mommy from Japan. Sana may HK stuffs na dala for me! hehehehe..

Labels: boredom, dailies, OMG, randomness, wtf

xx signed off at 3:08 PM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

♥MABUHAY ANG MGA SINGLE♥

My featured topic for this night is about jealousy. Sabi ko nga pala kanina hindi na ko magba-blog ulit hano? Hahahaha.. Di kasi ko makatulog andaming nagwawander sa malikot kong utak. JEALOUSY.

Also known as resentment or DISTRUST. NO VARATIONS! Most of the time ditto naguumpisa ang pagkakalabuan nang mag-jowa right? I’ve thought of this a while ago. I’ll point it out in my third manuscript. Bakit nga ba may jealousy? Where did it come from?
FACTUAL: It is a fact of life na magselos ang girl sa friend na girl ni boy. (GETS
MO ANG ECLAVOO?)

GIRLS’ PERSEPTION: I want our relationship to be permanent na isang powerful
biological drive with each other.

VERITY: It is a way of nature to warn you that there’s something wrong with the
flow of your relationship.

GROUNDS: 1. Imaginary Unfaithfulness
2. Lack of self appreciation
3. Doesn’t believe that there will be another person to love him/her.
4. Repulsive attitude.

CURE: 1.LOVE! That’s the only cure. Love himself/herself first.
2. She or he needs to realize that he/she has good qualities.
3. Tell her how great she or he looks and how glad you are to meet someone
like him/her.

May tama ba ko?hehehehe..Trial and error lang naman sa isang relation diba? Hindi ako ganun ka-expert. Marami na rin akong nakarelasyon pero trial and error pa rin. Not all of them are the same. Minsan yung iba sobrang nakakasakal. Tamang sweet na yung tipong nakakasuka na. Yung iba naman sobrang walang kwenta. Puro ganito ang drama nila..

Have you eaten your lunch na ba?
I love you
Anong ginagawa mo
OK po.
Asan ka po?
Text na lang tayo maya matutulog lang ako.
May gagawin lang ako.
Maliligo lang ako.

Diba puro nakakaasar na lahat ang text na ganyan? Ewan basta. Parang ang cold niyannuh? Mainam pa yung SINGLE! Naexplain ko na ba nang mabuti? Bukas elaborate ko panang mabuti.hehehehe..

Labels: despicable, randomness, REALITY, relationship

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♥•♫HAPPY VALENTINES!♫•♥

It's Valentines today! Nababaduyan naman na ko sa mga super date pa sa mall.. Madami akong nakitang nakared and black! I dunno if they're happy, nagluluksa, trip lang magsuot nun o talagang nakikisabay lang sa uso! I hate it! Maganda naman kahit papano ang araw ko ngayon. Hindi nakakainip. We played poker. (Michael,Arvon, Noel and Kenneth) Twice lang yata ako nanalo. Hindi naman ako nainis kasi nageenjoy din naman ako sa bonding namin! We chose not go to the mall xe ayaw naming mapagtawanan. Nakakatuwa lang kasi gusto naming panooring talang ang BFGF (Marian Rivera and Richard Gutierrez film) kaso parang may pumipigil samin. Siguro dahil Valentines day!Ayaw din sana namin na uminom kasi hindi na yata kami mahilig sa ganun. Bonding lang talaga super kwentuhan, tawanan, kantahan saka laro nang billiards hindi naman talaga kami dapat gumagala kung di lang nagtext si maam shai na wag na nga daw kami pumasok dahil wala rin naman kaming class. Ewan ko ba parang inip na inp naman ako pag walang pasok samantalang nung HS para kong asong ulul na libot nang libot. Siguro it's because nageenjoy din akong magaral. I want to decline Nueva Ecija's Boundless Bulletin's offer pero parang gusto ko din. Siguro pag hindi ako napasok sa school journal namin papatulan ko na din yun. Pero masyadong mabigat yung gusto nilang gawin ko. I don't wanna be the editor-in-chief. Hindi ko kaya yun. Minsan nga nagtatanong pa ko nang spelling sa katabi ko or correct grammar kasi nabobobo na ko kakatext eh!Ampf!hahahaha..Till here muna I won't be blogging later. Nalilito ko sa FTP. Nagapply din pala ko nang subdoin kay LIZA pero hindi ko pa rin matutunan. I'll try and try sana lang di siya masyadong makulitan sakin!Thanks po pala!hahahaha.. Pwede na nga palang puntahan ang site ko as http://babycakez.uni.cc wala lang sinabi ko lang!hahahaha..

Labels: dailies, dakilang tambay, FTP, hell yea..', Valentines

xx signed off at 5:40 PM

YOU'RE DESPICABLE!

I just finished my latest article. It wasn’t like my previous writings which encompass my noble malodorous endeavors. It was as if I’m clinging to the factual ones. It was as if I’m near to reality. YES! REALITY! That’s the right word. I became the pragmatic with my writings. Just like my article entitled, “I VOMITED”. It is true that life’s bitch. It is indeed a hell of a crap. Reality bounces back when it has to. Life never bounces back it goes on and on. I became open with experiences and mistakes. For me these two collides all the time. It is the best educationalist. It made me a better person. It made me apprehend things that are happening with people around me. It made me stronger. I learned how to appreciate things much wider. I ascertained that I am not alone with friends around me. I have a concrete belief that I am the LAMB of God. I have these misconceptions about people who are with you everyday but no there when you need them most. They may be present in drinking sessions but not in listening and helping sessions. They are not there in serious stages of your life wherein you are like a Pokemon who evolves level by level. Let me tell you chronicle which transpired a while ago. I have this ex-boyfriend who also happens to be a very good friend of mine (I guess). He texted me asking for something. I just came back with him again and again but still asking the same query. Hell, I got so irritated with the repetitions of his question and I was like, “$#%@^*!” Mortified of with what I retorted and considering that I cursed him, he was like, “UGALI BA YAN?” (Shorten!) I immediately finished off our exchange blows. Not because I admitted that I lose but because I want to retain the respect between us. “$#%@^*!” is a Spanish word which means horse. That’s the problem with Filipinos. When they hear the word “$#%@^*!” they are all assuming that it is a goddamn curse! KABAYO! KABAYO! KABAYO! Am I cursing you? Hahahaha… If yes, then Daffy Duck has something to say to you, guys. “YOU’RE DESPICABLE!” Lesson learned, never ever say “$#%@^*!” because it symbolize madness, anger, resentment, antagonism, rage! Who ever invented the word “$#%@^*!”, I want to slap! Another problem is that you guys still have this constricted outlook about reading books. I am a book freak! Why aren’t you? I’m fascinated with different knowledgeable things that I read in books. GrRRrRrRrRr.. Everyone has different personalities. I am different and I have attitude. LOVE IT! Hahahaha..

Labels: despicable, I'm xo gaga..hahaha.., it has to be me..its me absolutely..

xx signed off at 1:21 AM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

How the hell did that ever happen??

I’ll be sharing you the victorious entry that I passed in NUEVA ECIJA’S BOUNDLESS BULLETIN. The title “SOCIAL NUISANCE” was inspired by my hatred bout wanna-bes’. Social climber to be exact and they were called as social climber but stinks at it! Well tinuruan ko silang maging mukang makatotohanan. Tutorial on climbing the social skyscraper! I think the publication got the idea of the article. I made this not to teach them to be a social climber, I made this for them to be a “HIGHLY EFFECTIVE SOCIAL CLIMBER” in tagalong kapanipaniwalang mayamang sosyal kuno. I came up with the idea when I saw the friendster account of my adversary. And I told myself why not teach her the right thing? I saw many kinds of social climbers na nagfli’flirt sa mga cousins ko. Eto dapat na gawin niyo para lapitan kayo! Hehehehe.. Sarcastically written but inconceivably effectual. I’ve seen them wandering around our vicinity. I know the smell of their blood!hahaha..

SOCIAL NUISANCE
Want to obtain the colegiala/ haciendera/ inglisera effect? Follow the three steps to being a highly effective social climber. (hahahaha..)

1. WORK THE LOOK.
If you’re thin, drop-dead gorgeous, and tall, what are you reading this for? You only need to smile seductively at a bespectacled, moolah-ed, pudgy (but socially on-the-radar) bar owner and you’re on your way. If you have small doubts, there’s always makeup and surgery. A word to the wise: Never, ever be stylish all the time. That’s a dead give away. Like, Hello? Who wears five-inch heels shopping at MOA? Dressing down is an art form of an “I’m-so-hot-I-don’t-need-to-bother” kind of way. With Starbucks on one hand and cigarette on the other, don great fitting jeans (let ‘em presume its TRUE RELIGION), a white Hanes/Lacoste/Guess tee, oversized sunglasses (let ‘em presume its Cavalli) perched atop sexy bed head hair, and VOILA girl, you’re some kind of distressed colegiala-haciendera-inglesera person. If you have a face only a mother can love, emanate a foreign and exotic aura that’ll intimidate the hell out of the people. Wear shrug made of extinct animal hair or tribal African earrings. Up the level with an indeterminable accent, and cultivate a unique, infectious laugh. When people ask where you’re from, look up with a puzzled expression and say, “I was born here, but I grew up in St. Petersburg, Addis Ababa, Helsinki and Colombo. What about you?” YABADANG!ahahahaha..

2. BE MYSTERIOUS, BE VERY MYSTERIOUS
The medium is the message, so be the message and don’t utter any. Always put on killer outfits when event calls for it. Speak only when spoken to. Always look bored, as if you’re secretly hoping you’d be in Addis Ababa than here. People love being turned down and unappreciated and, hence, will get you more notice. At a Happening bar o resto or hotel, pull out your tres expensive cellphone (doesn’t have to be real) from your bag and scream melodramatically, “ I AM NOT, REPEAT, NOT, FLYING TO CARACAS! MY BODY CLOCK IS STILL IN BRATISLAVA TIME ZONE AND I’M SO, SO, SO TIRED!” (A-em-NOT, re-PEAT-NOT-FLAYIN’- TAH-KaRACUZ! MA BOdi CLok’s stil en bratesLOvo Tam enam sow sow taywrd.) PLANGAK SOSYALIN! Hehehehe..

3.READ THE RAGS
Of course, you must be in-the-know all the time. Hope that reading all the self-proclaimed fashion bibles will seep to your skull through osmosis. Repeat after me CARTIER is Car-ti-eh; BULGARI is Bul-GA-ri and not BUL-ga-ri. And important trivias like its chic-er to be seen at BARJ café than Side strip (at the moment) and Nothing But Water is not an aquarium store but a bikini boutique, etc. etc.

COMMIT THESE STEPS AND WHO KNOWS THERE IS SURELY NO REASON FOR ME NOT TO SEE YOU IN THE SOCIETY PAGES! SOCIAL CLIMBER!hahahaha..

*Seriously guys, how did this awkward writing be a frontrunner in that said NEBB application? ”DUH” I don’t have any idea but, I WON! YHEY ME!

Labels: hell yea..', it has to be me..its me absolutely.., things that amazes Marie Margarette, victorious, yhey me

xx signed off at 11:35 PM

What day is today?

Nagbonding kami nang tropa ko ngayon. I think nainip sila mark kaya super alis sila. Natuwa talaga ko nang sobra. As in hindi mapaliwanag ang araw na ito sobrang ganda. HINDI SIYA NASIRA. Maraming magandang nangyari. May pinakilala rin si Aimee na friend niya. Char yata ang pangalan. HIndi naman masyadong boring today gugutom nga ako eh. Miss ko na si thea!ampf!GUmawa ako nang kalokohan na hindi ko sinasadya pero nakakatuwa!hahahaha..

Labels: dailies, I'm xo gaga..hahaha..

xx signed off at 4:40 PM

Monday, February 11, 2008

BORED!

Nasa manila na si Mommy at yung kapatid ko. Naka’check in sila sa hotel. Maaga kasi ang flight nila bukas papuntang Japan. Wala lang share ko lang. Natawa naman ako sa commercial nang Celin. Tungkol sa bakuna. Gusto yata absent nang absent yung bata.. hahahaha..Wala lang.. Share ko lang yung ginawa ko the whole day.

Went to ninong’s crib.
Went to Miramax
Went to Pacific.
Went home.

Yan na talaga lahat yun pasensya na hindi ako nakakapag blog nang mahaba ngayon. Busy eh. Hehehehe..

Labels: dailies

xx signed off at 10:59 PM

QUICKIE..

Fiesta daw dito samin. Ngayon lang naman may fiesta dito. Taka naman ako bakit trying hard masyado village na to kakafiesta. Last last night nanonood kami nang battle of the bands kasali si jhephot dun.. Then last night Ms. gay naman ang gaganda nila grabe!Mas muka pang babae kesa sakin at take note ha..RETOKADA NA HINDI HALATA and they qoute,"kung gulaman ang mga babae,at sago sago naman sa lalake kaming mga bakla ang straw sa inyong sago-sago!"eeeeeeeeeeeWWWwwWww...hahahaha...I'll be uploading some pix next time medyo namisplace ko yung memory card reader at yung PC suite anyways.. Wala yatang gustong tumulong sa FTP ko huhuhu.. Or baka busy lang sila.. Hindi naman ako nagmamadali. May offer sakin na for a lifetime domain. I'm not sure if I'm gonna bite it!Parang anlabo eh!At biglaan!Nagpadala na ko nang brochure para maupload na ang mga pix sa shopperattack site ko..WAIT FOR IT HA?

Labels: hell yea..', I'm xo gaga..hahaha.., shopattack, when the world is not enough..'

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